well, i've made one change that will hopefully allow me to eat on a more regulalr basis. i am leaving the ED and going to SICU. will only have 2 patients. it will still be very busy (i work at a regional level II trauma center in jersey city), but will be a bit more structured and i don't really see it being a problem to take a few mins. here and there to eat. i'll miss the ED, but since starting a few months ago i have been losing weight, mostly because i don't get a chance to eat on my shift. the ED is obviously my first choice, but honestly my healh is way more important.